College.

So, I've been slacking, it's been such a while since I last blogged. Ahh!

Well um, this past week/weekend I've been hit (really hard) with the fact that I really only have 15 more days left in high school, 30 'till Graduation and around 45 'till college.

Talk about intense..

I remember always wanting to be grown already and living out on my own and now that the time has come, I'm just like ..what? It's  honestly CRAZY that it's happening so fast!!!

I feel like it was just yesterday, I walked into my school as a freshman and now I'm getting ready to graduate. 

It's not that I don't want the day to come, I'm so ready for it.
But I'm scared.  I'm scared that I might mess up, or I might not live up to what's expected to me. I'm scared that I might let people down, or that I might change or when I come back, everything's different.

I feel like a tiny little fish, getting thrown out into the huge ocean for the first time.

It's intense. 

But then I remind myself that, Jesus will never leave me, nor forsake me.

Yeah, it's a totally scary thing, but it's a part of life. As my best friend would say, "it's gotta happen sometime"

So for now, even though I'm scared senseless, I know deep down that it's gonna be okay, cause it's all gonna go according to God's plan.

That's all I have for now haha  if you're feeling like me, I hope this gave you peace somewhat!

Xoxo
Dee
"Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you."