Hey guys!
This is something I haven't said in a while, but I'm happy.
CRAZY RIGHT?! Lol, I haven't said that in a while. But something about today just made me really happy, I'm praying this happiness isn't temporary.
I've had a lot going on in my life lately, I don't even know where to begin. But I don't even know what I did today that made me so happy...
I couldn't make it to church :/ because of homework, but I stayed in the spirit and worshiped a lot today, umm saw a friend, went to the mall, started a college app, read.. It was a super productive day to say the least!
It's just funny how crazy the Lord works. He comes in the worst of the storm and shakes you up completely to bring you happiness, I just simply love it.
I guess there wasn't really a point to this. I really missed writing and I guess I just wanted to let you know that I'm happy! Haha
And who knows, this could be you soon :) Keep trusting, I have this gut feeling that your storms about to be over!
"A happy heart makes the face cheerful, but heartache crushes the spirit." Proverbs 15:13
Xoxo
Dee
Sunday, March 11, 2012
Monday, March 5, 2012
Nobody.
Have you ever felt like a nobody?
A small little nothing, in this huge world of big people? Ever been there..? Just because of decision you made?
Let's get real. It's no fun place to be.
You feel like because you decided to make this decision, all eyes are on you.
Suddenly, you're on this big stage and every on is scrutinizing your every move. Yet, you still feel like a nobody...
(Stick with me, I'm getting somewhere.)
I feel like whatever decision it is you make, to have sex or not, to go to the club or not, to kiss this guy/girl or not, to get emotionally attached to this person or not. All these decisions can either help you, or hurt you.
There's obviously many more but I mean these ones, they're pretty big.
I found myself listening to the poem Sexual Healing (you can see it here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IlJFvxad1_A) and it made me put things in perspective. I'll let you watch it on your own and form your own opinion. Warning though: Pretty deep stuff...
Honestly, I don't know if I'll ever publish this blog post or if I'll ever reach a conclusion. I don't even know what my main goal of this post is truthfully..
I just know it's not fun to feel like a nobody. It's not fun to feel small.
It's not fun to feel like the decision you made can ruin your life.
But I found this truth: I found that no matter what you do or say, Jesus will still accept you.
It's hard to accept on your own that after screwing up so much, there's someone willing to love you more and more.
He's just awesome. And so are you.
If you find yourself in this situation, I hope that you can use this as a tool of encouragement.
I've been there before, it's really not a good place to be.
But be strong, be courageous, be confident. Everything happens for a reason
.
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." -Matthew 11:28
Xoxo
Dee
PS: I feel like I totally babbled my way through this, so if you feel like you wasted your time reading this, I'm really sorry.<3
A small little nothing, in this huge world of big people? Ever been there..? Just because of decision you made?
Let's get real. It's no fun place to be.
You feel like because you decided to make this decision, all eyes are on you.
Suddenly, you're on this big stage and every on is scrutinizing your every move. Yet, you still feel like a nobody...
(Stick with me, I'm getting somewhere.)
I feel like whatever decision it is you make, to have sex or not, to go to the club or not, to kiss this guy/girl or not, to get emotionally attached to this person or not. All these decisions can either help you, or hurt you.
There's obviously many more but I mean these ones, they're pretty big.
I found myself listening to the poem Sexual Healing (you can see it here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IlJFvxad1_A) and it made me put things in perspective. I'll let you watch it on your own and form your own opinion. Warning though: Pretty deep stuff...
Honestly, I don't know if I'll ever publish this blog post or if I'll ever reach a conclusion. I don't even know what my main goal of this post is truthfully..
I just know it's not fun to feel like a nobody. It's not fun to feel small.
It's not fun to feel like the decision you made can ruin your life.
But I found this truth: I found that no matter what you do or say, Jesus will still accept you.
It's hard to accept on your own that after screwing up so much, there's someone willing to love you more and more.
He's just awesome. And so are you.
If you find yourself in this situation, I hope that you can use this as a tool of encouragement.
I've been there before, it's really not a good place to be.
But be strong, be courageous, be confident. Everything happens for a reason
.
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." -Matthew 11:28
Xoxo
Dee
PS: I feel like I totally babbled my way through this, so if you feel like you wasted your time reading this, I'm really sorry.<3
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